Where are you holding onto fear, expectation, doubt and distrust?
Yourself, others, God/Life, Time, food, your body, money, etc.
It is so important to work through and heal these things around all issues, on a deep level, start to trust in all areas, so that you can finally receive and keep/hold your desires.
If you release weight but don’t trust your body to maintain it, what’s the point?
If you eat something you desire but fear and distrust food as well as don’t trust your body to digest it, you hold onto fear, increase cortisol, the body stores it, you gain weight, leading you to distrust your body even more.
If you don’t trust yourself and your intuition, you wont trust your hunger cues and it will continue the cycle of distrust and frustration.
If you distrust God/Life and fear you will always have to struggle, you won’t trust anything good can ever happen.
If you distrust and fear others and what they might say or how they will react to you receiving your desires, and then don’t trust yourself to have boundaries and stand up and speak up for yourself, you will continue to self-sabotage.